芬瑞克的日记
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Fenrik's Journal
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芬瑞克的日记（汤镬汉化）
阿扎然曾经跟我说，我是全泰姆瑞尔最强的战士。可这纯属一派胡言。
倘若我是什么壮士，便该早早慨然赴死以证斯丹达尔之道。我软弱无能，方得苟且偷生。
警戒者教导我们，对吸血鬼这类魑魅魍魉，必须无情毁灭之。但我却出于怯懦而大搞渎神行径，相信吸血鬼病有药可医。
守护者们从未谈及此事。毕竟，发生允许此类生物得以救赎的念头便会动摇修会的根本。因此，为了深入研究，我向我曾经立誓要消灭之怪物寻求帮助。
莫拉格·巴尔的要价很高。我将收集牺牲并在晨星的矿洞深处建造一座祭坛，此种勾当见不得光，只得在夜间为之。我要向祭坛献祭九位同袍，代表九圣灵。
有时我的决心会动摇，但魔君则以加鲁尔·瑞萨里为例，其手抄本辑录证明治愈有方——经历一场肚囊挨上几千刀捅得肠胃横流的梦境。当城里谈论噩梦和瓦尔米娜的存在时，我便明白为何在晨星进行这一亵渎仪式。
距离礼成只剩下三位牺牲。毫无疑问，阿扎然会视之为背叛，因此我无法献祭他。然而每献祭一名警戒者，只会愈发坚定我的决心。心灵的软弱与意志的坚强并非一概而论。
尽管我懦弱畏死，但我却身背十多条血债，有十多人般强力。假使我重返警戒者，更多的生命将在最终得以拯救。
待事情结束后，愿斯丹达尔仍会垂怜于我。
范瑞克的日記（官方繁中）
亞薩萊恩曾說我是全泰姆瑞爾最強大的戰士，但是他說錯了。
我要是真的強大，早就結束自己的生命，透過自己的靈魂，實踐斯坦德爾的正義。但是我很弱小，於是我苟活了下來。
警戒者告訴我們吸血鬼是扭曲的存在，一經發現應該立即毀滅，不可饒恕。但是因為我的膽怯，竟然有了褻瀆的想法，以為吸血鬼病可以治癒。
守護者們從來沒有提起這樣的話題。畢竟，如果那種生物有救贖的可能，就等於挑戰了本教團的基本原則。為了深入了解這個可能，我發誓與之為敵的怪物，卻成了我尋求幫助的對象。
莫拉格．巴爾要求的代價非常高昂。我必須集結奴僕，在晨星城礦坑的深處建起聖壇，這座聖壇的目的隨著一個個晚上過去，才逐漸明朗。我必須在聖壇獻祭九個兄弟姊妹，每一位聖靈一個。
有時我的決心有所動搖，但這位魔侯拿加祿爾．里薩里的例子當證據說服我。他的文件證明的確有治癒的可能，只要做一個夢，夢中「五臟六腑被數以千計的刀刃切割」。鎮上的人現在都在談夢魘、談到瓦爾迷納是否來臨，讓我終於知道這場不潔守夜為什麼要在晨星城。
現在只剩下三場獻祭，儀式即將完成了。亞薩萊恩肯定會認為這是一場背叛，所以我怎麼樣都沒辦法拿他來獻祭。但是隨著死在我手上的警戒者越來越多，我只是越來越堅決。我的心很軟弱，但是我的決心很強。
雖然我如此怯懦，但我還是抵得過十二個人的價值。我能重新加入警戒者的話，最終能夠拯救更多人的性命。
或許這筆帳算清的時候，斯坦德爾會寬恕我。
Fenrik's Journal（官方英语）
Azarain once told me I was the strongest warrior in all of Tamriel. But that is a lie.
A strong man would have ended his life long ago. He would have delivered Stendarr's justice upon his soul. I am weak man, and so, I live.
The Vigil teaches us that vampires are an abomination, to be destroyed without mercy. But in my cowardice I began to entertain the blasphemous, that vampirism had a cure.
Never has the subject been broached by the Keepers. After all, the very idea that these creatures were capable of salvation would threaten the principles of the order. So to learn more, I sought the aid of the very monster I have sworn to oppose.
Molag Bal's price was steep. I was to gather thralls and build an altar deep in the mines of Dawnstar, for purposes that would only become clearer as the nights went on. To that shrine I was to sacrifice the lives of nine of my brothers and sisters, one for each divine.
At times my resolve has wavered, but the Prince has offered proof in the form of Galur Rithari. His excerpts prove that a cure exists, through a dream of being "sliced by thousands of tiny knives from my bowels inside out." As the town speaks of nightmares and the presence of Vaermina, I now see why Dawnstar was chosen for this unholy vigil.
With only three sacrifices left, the ritual is almost complete. No doubt Azarain will see this as treachery, which is why I cannot bring myself to sacrifice him. But with every Vigil that dies at our hand, it only calcifies my resolve. The weakness of my mind does not betray the strength of my will.
For all my cowardice, I am worth the souls of a dozen men. If I rejoin the Vigil, more lives will be saved in the end.
Perhaps when the accounting is done, Stendarr will show me mercy.
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